Where i am going?
My mind is my garden, so i am responsible one what is growing there. I am responsible for daily care, i observe, what has to be cleaned, where i need to make a space for, where i can put something new, where i can continue with growing, so i am thinking positively. Today i live with grattitude about this day. We went to church because as every sunday, our God, our Father, our Creator- this day we are celebrating him an all his glory . There was such a good atmosphere, a few people around but between all of them was friendly vibes. I think this is the biggest difference between big cities and villages in the matter of social relationships- on the countryside, in the villages folks donť have to know each other to say helllo, or good morning, or good evening. It is just the way of respect, it is the way that you are aware of the person and it is always nice way to start a conversation- Just by greeting- Hello, how are you, how is everything going? Good morning, nice to see you. It is still big hope for me that there is inside all of us connection, that under the sky we are all family and this type of mindset, my natural mindset is allowing me to break the barriers that people over all history are creating and improving from a reasons that i am never gonna accept - nationality, gender, religion, social status, clothes, your school marks, by your friends, by the level of your good looks- by the way isn´t good look just the ilusion , that some people created and decided that this is gonna be signs of good looks. Bullshit- everybody is beautifull in his own mixture, in his own way and more you start to accept who you are with all your things, completely with everything even things that are maybee making you outstanding from others, the weird stuff, odd, strange, later on you can discover that it is actually fun in life to be yourself, because most of people don´t know how to be yourself, they donť know how to spend time with themselves alone. I believe that all of us we were born for a special reason, something special that is within us is the key to answer the question: What is my life task? As everybody is unique, so our life task are aswell . Just observe while you are young, explore the reality, experiment and be aware of your inner movements, approach as the gardener, what works for you, what not. What is making you uncomfortable but somehow you feel that this is the way how you can grow in life and move on to the next level of human being. Today evangelium in church was in the unvisible connection between ability of life awerness and gratefullness and how both of them are kind of created for each other- like a ying and yang, like a man and woman, like a cofee and milk, like me and writting, like you and your life passion, like a hello and kitty, like a soul for body. So the key is in awerness being able to be in present moment. You feel me? I mean be simply right here and right now, simplicity and shapeless, detached from past, from future, from all stuff that is trying to separate you from reality- this is never ending process in our minds. And when you are able you to reach that statement of being,you are able aswell to see the things that you can be gratefull in life for- For example right now i am gratefull that i am alive, that i am following my life task ,my passion, writting about life and possibility just independently go out and taking experience in life, meeting new people, watching the process of nature. I am gratefull about smoothness how i can write every word, because i have been working last month so hardly on to be able writiing with all 10 fingers on keyboard, and after that with each day i am more proud on ymself that i didnť gave up and nver skipped day. I explore, i am gratefull for developing sensation about investing my time and my effort into something really valuable, something that is constant, not something that was achieved very easily, instantly. Every moment in life we are making some desicion. All of them has consequences. And i keep reminding myself daily, where i wanna go by this desicion- something really valuable for me that i must put some effort or comfort zone, something easy to get, empty pleasure?